I've always thought you're stronger.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I'm tired yknow playing this game with you. Will you please grow up and be a matured mother cum ex-wife? Is your life too pathetic or you actually lack of love? Kurang kasih sayang gitu? Shame on you, S. You're really thick skin to call him of your own when he said nothing about you. Aren't you ashamed of yourself that all his family members hated you to the damn core? And you still have the cheek to say "Oh well, his parents and siblings were there to witness my presence." Right, when they hated to see you there actually. Just what do you want from him? Haven't you hurt him enough all those 5 years with him? What are you up to now? Money? Or is it simply because you miss his dick, huh? Awww... I mean, can't you got enough of all those other guys you've been sleeping with all this while and when you're with him for the past 5 years? You're one really desperate slut, you know that?
And you, you know who you are- a good friend of him, you're really not helping the situation. I guess you already know and understand the situation now, don't you? Dammit, when I called you to ask for help, you shut me up and gave all kinda false numbers. You think I'm stupid and dumb just because I'm only 17? Sheesh. Try putting yourself in MY (or at least as one of his family members) position. How would you feel? If you can't at least understand, then I guess you're not a human. Or maybe you are but one with a heartless personality. Shame on you too, A. Call yourself one who is 20-something of age. I guess you probably had seen her coming down to the performance that night, right? What can you conclude from there? Seriously, you know what? Your damn bloody good friend is getting back to her and that's the reason why I'd asked for your help the other day coz the good friend of yours have drastically changed just within 48 hours! It's insane okay! Can you please understand that, huh!
And you know why I'm saying all these? Because I know you're a regular at my blog. Honestly, I don't mind if you come here often and would like to find out all the happenings between me and him. Now you've already know what has happened between us (all thanks to S coz her love potion works like magic). The only thing that I can tell you is, Please please please advise your good friend if you don't want to see him being taken advantage again by someone who's just selfish and irresponsible. You probably know who that person is.
To others, if you understand the story, good for you but those who don't, it's okay and you don't need to find out what's really happening.
I'm shagged from all these games. I'm off.
yours truly,
syra.
5:00 PM
